Half adopted

I was born in our beloved California eye aye Los Angeles .  Betty Mathers (Pronunciation may-thur) was introduced as a Godmother, lost communication years ago. My memories of her have changed through the years and also now that she is no longer alive. My ex·ten·sive searching has only brought me back to where I began. She had told me of a missing girl no body found. Later on finding of bones were made and killer, an abduction, a story told to me at age 8 years old. Explanation's please; Sarah? killed? sev·ered and buried all over LA. Another possibility of deleting feelings of non-entity.  My birth certificate says Ron and Lauri are my parents by blood, gave up on that search now except my empty spot of a sibling ? Theory possibility also is that my father really is my father, Betty recognizing the split panicked and think fast clued me with stories. Debby being her daughter mentioning women's names no men, My dad Dennis loved 'gullible' perhaps he dated them.  My mother the one and only, gets upset when questioned whatsoever about bloodline relatives if you haven't guessed my belief is I'm just half adopted.